Replaced

     I think the title pretty much explains it all...

The feeling of being replaced
Is the worst feeling of all
Cause you know they won't come
No matter how much you call

You'll feel the two of you
Start to drift apart
As they find someone else
To fill their heart

A quick process
That takes a short time
And when completed
You see the signs

That you have been replaced
And there's nothing you can do
So you just give up
Cause your nightmare came true

The reality of it
Is difficult to take in
Don't want to show weakness
So you hold it all in

You want them to be happy
Even if this is the cost
So you let go
Of the bond that was tossed

You'll start to notice
That you've been erased
Reminding you the pain
Of being replaced

But life goes on
You lose and you gain
Just remember there's a rainbow
After the rain

Pageviews

     I really can't believe I have more than a thousand pageviews. That may not seem a lot to some, but that's an accomplishment to me considering I just created this last October. I want to thank those who have been reading this blog since the start and those that have just started. I really hope you guys like the things I post. I wouldn't really know because no one comments. So if you would like to give any praises, critizism, questions, or suggestions, then feel free to comment on my posts.

     Keep on reading my posts and enjoy!

Distracted

     This poem is about getting distracted by the non-important things in life and forgetting what we're here for. Even the smallest things can lead us away from our priorities and make us unaware of how it's affecting our lives. We need to look past all the little distractions and focus on what's important.

Wandered in the forest
Then I lost my way
I was following the river
When I was led astray

Distractions were everywhere
It made me lose my sight
Of  dreams and priorities
And everything that was right

Don't know where I am
Nor which road to take
There are no signs
Showing what decision to make

Need to find the way out
Don't want to be here
The sun is setting
Increasing my fear

I have to focus
And just follow the sun
Cause I know it's God
And he's the one

He'll be my guide
And he'll lead me out
I'll start over again
And take a different route

This time I'll be more careful
And focus more
I'll try not to get distracted
Like before

Without You

     This poem is dedicated to my best friend, whom was previously mentioned in my other posts, Gabby! She is the bestest friend anyone could ever ask for, and I'm glad she's mine. Without her in my life, I wouldn't know what I'd do.
     This poem is basically about someone who isn't in your life anymore and what it feels like without them. It can be about a family member or a friend. It's a bit depressing, so brace yourselves!

I'm dying
Slowly rotting away
Without you
I can't live another day

Everyday you're not here
I'm closer to death
Just struggling to take
One more breath

My heartbeat is slowing
And it'll eventually stop
Now I'm just waiting
For the last pin to drop

Death will welcome me
With wide, open arms
And I'll gladly walk
For it shows no harm

This is what it feels like
During my last days
What my heart isn't saying
My eyes convey

I can't go on
I am becoming nothing
For your absence
Has left me longing

Soon I'll fade away
And leave my physical form
Rain will pour down
And away I'll go with the storm

So here I am
Knowing not what to do
And it's all because
I am without you

And here I take
My final breath
Then I will fall
In the arms of death

Love...not.

       This is poem about love and how I feel about it. I've never been in love so that may be the reason the poem sounds like the way it does.


Falling in love
Doesn't come easy for me
The purpose of it
I don't really see

Why does it exist
If it only brings pain
For when it's over
There's nothing you gain

It never lasts
So why waste time
On someone you'll eventually
Stop calling "mine"

When you fall in love
A part of you is found
But you never know
If they'll be around

To catch you from the break
So you won't get hurt
To always be there
For love and comfort

When you're in love
Sacrifices are made
And the mistakes
Are intensively paid

Love can hold you back
From your future and dreams
It makes you lose it all
Which is hard to redeem

I'll stay away from love
I think you should too
That's just my opinion
Passing it on to you

My Apologies

     This was a poem that I wrote for someone very close to me. We wouldn't be best friends if there were no fights. Everything's alright now, if you wanted know. I don't know whether or not she wants me to mention her name, but I will! Shout outs to Gabby....and Tiffany,  who is also another dear friend.

I messed things up
But I didn't really mean to
And if you walked out
I wouldn't know what I'd do

I don't really know
Why I can't get it right
Friendships should be easy
And free of fights

I was very stupid
And I'm the one to blame
For it was my fault
That I played the game

Won't do it again
Don't wanna fight anymore
I just wanna go back
To the way we were before

Don't wanna ruin our friendship
Or I would die
Cause I can't live without you
And that's not a lie

You're my best friend ever
So please don't go
I never meant to hurt you
Just so you know

I hate losing friends
Don't wanna go through it again
So please forgive me
If you possibly can

I really hope that you will
Because I still want you around
I don't ever want that to change
Cause you're the best that I've found

Pushing People Away

     This is a poem that I wrote a few weeks ago. It's not about me, by the way. This is about a relationship that just didn't work out.

Pushing people away

Is what I do best

It is not on purpose

I must confess



So very skilled at it

That I don't really see

Until everything's too late

And it's just me



All alone again

Wondering why

Why I had to make you

Say goodbye



Didn't really feel

Like I was the one

Wasn't good enough

So you up and gone



There are other girls

Better than me

I know it

I can already see



I made too many mistakes

When I was with you

I sometimes regret it

I think you know it too



But we've been together

Through too many things

To just stop talking

And end like our fling



Right now we're just friends

And that's fine with me

As long as you're in my life

I'm as content as can be